The process is the accomplishment
Keep using your voice, balance, keep listening to your voice. You know which teachers you are meant to ask for guidance, so ask them. You know you are meant to be practicing so practice. You know writing begets clarity and peace, so write. You know your body needs to work heavy, so give it heavy work. When do you rest? And how much stuff do you need to accomplish before you can feel like you can let it go? Build the habits and the system so you can trust the process while you are away in a present state of rest. Make schedules and stick to them. Adjust as needed when the tasks evolve. Learn from the process and enjoy the process. Let the process be the accomplishment.